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There’s Just No Getting Rid of the Elephant in the Room.

If you know me at all, you know that I take scads of pictures. I’m no talented photographer like my sister, but if you are at the same event or outing as me, you can rest assured that my face will be behind my little old 6.1 MP digital camera*. It’s great for documenting family history, but I often find myself reflecting, as I’m snapping pictures, on the fact that having my face behind a camera so often really does take the focus (no pun intended) away from truly enjoying that moment with my family. It’s almost like I’m momentarily an outsider, looking in.

There is no greater example of this very situation than the Walt Disney World trip we took in 1997, when the boys were five and two. We were very, very excited to go for the obvious reasons, but that year was the 25th birthday of WDW, and the Cinderella Castle had been renovated for the celebration year to look like a big pink birthday cake. (Mags from Ms. Maggie Moo Talks 2 U was working there as a Disney cast member at the time…I may have met her in person back then!)

I was in the throes of my scrapbooking craze. I attended “crops” semi-regularly and thought that by the time my kids were teens, I’d have each and every photo in our collection placed in colorful books on extraordinary layouts with stickers, paper borders, and other page embellishments. Boy was I wrong. But I digress.

An idea that had come up among my scrapbooking group was to do an “A B C” scrapbook. The page layouts all correspond with each letter. When we started planning our Disney trip, I thought, “WOW! What a great idea, to do an ABC album of our vacation!”

And then my head exploded.

Alright, not really. But can you imagine what an idea like that can do to somebody like me, who is crafty, obsessive, AND a list-maker?

I started making my list ahead of the trip (of course) so I’d know what to look for. (M = Mickey, Minnie, Monorail, MGM Studios, Mexico {EPCOT}, Morocco {EPCOT}, Magic Kingdom, Mary Poppins, Main Street…) Also, there was that scavenger hunt quality to this plan; I could check things off as I took photos. This was way before I owned a digital camera, so there wasn’t any way to keep track of my photos anyway, besides writing things down.

We finally arrived at the Magic Kingdom and boy, did we have a great time. I was snapping photos right and left. I remember when I accidentally found an Upside-down cake for my “U” page: it was SUCH a big thrill, because I didn’t have many photos for “U”.

One day, we were taking a little rest in Adventureland, right outside the Swiss Family Treehouse. I looked at Jim, who was drinking a bottle of water, and exclaimed, “Yes! Zephyrhills Water! That’ll be great for my “Z” page! And so, like the amazingly patient-with-his-obviously-clinically-insane-wife kind of man that he is, he posed with the bottle of water, label facing the camera.

Are you pitying me yet? Just wait. It gets better. And by better, I mean worse.

I know for a fact that we had fun on that trip. My pictures indicate it. Do you want to know what memory stands out in my mind (and, unfortunately, Jim’s) about that trip?

Dumbo. (D)

This was our first trip to Disney World with the kids. What is the quintessential activity (okay, there are lots. but humor me) that you do with little kids at Disney World?? You ride Dumbo, and you photograph it for future warm and fuzzies, that’s what! In fact, you can find evidence of how fun this is on youtube: here, here, here…do I need to go on? I thought not.

I got my camera ready as we got in line to ride. How exciting this would be! Finally, I’d get a photo of my kids’ happy little faces as they rode Dumbo!

But the line was long.

And the kids grew tired of waiting. Finally, the older boy said, “I don’t think I want to ride Dumbo anymore.”

EXCUSE ME?

And then the younger one, in all of his toddler glory, agreed.

ARE YOU KIDDING?

Jim looked at me. “They don’t want to ride.”

Halfway out of my mind at the thought of not getting the photo I so desperately wanted (Sadly, the choice of words right there was totally intentional. Are ya getting the flavor of this moment?), I tried my best to talk the boys into *wanting* to wait for Dumbo.

No dice.

And right then, my friends, is when I totally lost my mind.

I had a temper tantrum. Full blown.

Over Dumbo.

I was spouting lots of things, but the one thing I remember saying, which is ironic in all kinds of ways, is this:

“You are going to do fun things here, and have fun…or else!!!”

That, right there, just might be the lowest moment I’ve ever had, as a Mom. Ever. Twelve years later, the subject of Dumbo still comes up, and the shame washes over me like a tidal wave.

Not that I ruined the trip, mind you. As I said, we had a great time. That was just a little “bump” on that particular day. There would be no Dumbo photo. Ever. But I learned a valuable lesson. Had I not been so completely obsessed with getting the right photo, had I not been directing the trip in such a way to make this–if I do say so myself–gorgeous album that we have now, I could have spent that time living in the moment with my family just a little bit more fully. And maybe avoided yelling at my kids for something completely ridiculous.

The Disney ABC album was my first, and my last. Though my intense pre-trip-planning methods are still a normal thing for us, when it’s time for fun, I do try to recognize a little more when it’s time to put down the camera–just for a while–and back away slowly.

Unfortunately, my album is something like 12″ X 18″ and way too big for my scanner, so you’ll have to suffer with photographs I just took of some of the pages. And yes, I made the castle right there on my cover page. Isn’t it lovely?






*The camera that Jim now calls a “brick” due to it’s bulky nature compared to the new models. The one that has literally taken thousands of photos around here, in Europe, in New York, everywhere. The one that once dropped onto a New York City sidewalk, giving me a mini heart attack in the process, but kept on working like it never happened. The one that has lost two side screws, forcing me to put hot pink duct tape on it, to keep things together.

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  • Liz@thisfullhouse June 25, 2009, 12:19 pm

    I dunno. Forgive me, but yes the scrapbook is absolute gorgeous and the idea of documenting Disney from A to Z is (in my opinion) borderline genius, it's just very, very comforting for me to know that a pre-planning and awesomely amazing mom (like you) can also lose her sh*t (with 1 s) just AWESOME!

  • Kat June 25, 2009, 12:36 pm

    A Disney A-Z scrapbook. Only you could come up with that. And I mean that in the most sincere way.

    Also having a tamper tantrum over the Dumbo right is hilarious – and a bit scary. Should I ever come to Chicago I am not sure I would want to resist any of plans you have made. Hehe

  • Momo Fali June 25, 2009, 12:56 pm

    I am crying over the whole Dumbo thing! That is hilarious…and totally something I would have a tantrum over.

  • Katie June 25, 2009, 1:01 pm

    HAHAHAHA, oh okay, I'll admit, I have had very similar moments at Disney World.
    On my last trip, we went with my entire family (siblings, nieces and all) for New Years Eve. At one point, both of the kids (baby niece wasn't born yet) were freaking out, and in turn, the siblings were freaking out. Which made ME freak out, because Disney is my happy place. So I took my parents and said "Well, if NO ONE ELSE is going to have fun, then WE are!!! LET'S GO!" and we totally ditched the sibs, until later that night. It actually worked out rather well ๐Ÿ˜‰

    Also, LOVE the idea of an A-Z scrapbook! When I was in NYC, I came up with the idea of photographing various NYC fonts, so that I could make this, when I got home:
    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v179/kayteegee/icons/katienyc.jpg

    I need a photo project for my roadtrip! Maybe I'll do an A-Z book of roadtrip goodness. LOL.

  • Tom June 25, 2009, 1:30 pm

    I'd have just gotten a picture of a flying Dumbo whirling around with no one riding in it, and captioned it "D is for Desolate, Defiant, Disobedient, Disappointed…"

    I've had my share of parental tantrums at a Disney park. I'm sure there are at least several hundred moms or dads having meltdowns there every day.

  • Colleen - Mommy Always Wins June 25, 2009, 1:31 pm

    We all have those scrapbook dellusions, don't we? I like to think now that I'm really smart for keeping all our photos on disc – its the best archival method. I just didn't realize before the genius in my procrastination!

    That book is beautiful… I can imagine that Dumbo story will last until YOUR kids take THEIRS to WDW!

  • WeaselMomma June 25, 2009, 1:33 pm

    The next time we go out you are going to 'have fun or else'!

  • Anonymous June 25, 2009, 1:49 pm

    From Dawn:

    As we approached Dumbo this past March, I started laughing as I remembered your little, um, episode. For some reason, my guys wouldn't ride Dumbo either. WAH! LOL

  • Baby News June 25, 2009, 2:10 pm

    Luckily, or unluckily, I'm not a scrapbooker. I admire people's patience for it. I just don't have it. I'm still trying to scrapbook my wedding that took place over 6 years ago. One of my husband's scrapbooking aunts bought me all the stuff I needed. I'd love to have it…I'm thinking I should pay her to do it.

    I can't wait until Ethan is old enough to go to Disney World. I've never been. I grew up near Disney Land, but I hear they're quite different. Maybe we'll go for our 10th anniversary and his 4th birthday (October 5. Our son was born October 8).

    The Dumbo story was hilarious; although it probably wasn't at the time.

  • Mom24 June 25, 2009, 2:20 pm

    Okay, I missed the point of this post completely, because honestly? I look at that Disney scrapbook and think SO WORTH IT!!! If only you didn't cringe every time you look at the D right?

    What a cool idea.

    Seriously, I remember every Christmas, special occasion when I was growing up being a pain in the a_ _ because of my dad and his camera. Great reminder.

  • Doug @ Daddy's Tired June 25, 2009, 4:22 pm

    Caught your bio on Dad-Blogs so I decided pop over.

    That's a really cool idea…I'm going to file it away in the fun for the family cabinet for when our little one gets a bit older.

    Good stuff.

  • Scriptor Senex June 26, 2009, 1:20 am

    Wow. That's me to a T. When I reached album number 40 on my second marriage I realised it was about time I stopped… Now I still spend all my time behind the camera but at least the children are grown up and, usually, far enough away to keep out of the frame.

  • JonnyTam13 June 26, 2009, 2:11 am

    That's an awesome scrapbook. There's something missing though. Didn't you go on Dumbo while you were there? ๐Ÿ™‚

  • Heather June 26, 2009, 3:06 am

    Don't feel bad. I do that shit to Curt ALL the TIME and we don't even have KIDS yet. He's really in for it when we have babies. I'm the SAME way.

    We all have our moments ๐Ÿ˜‰

  • Michelle July 1, 2009, 1:46 am

    Hey, wanna come to my house and upload, print and then organize the pictures we have since 2002? Please? I didn't think so.

    Want me to tell you what I was doing in 1997? ๐Ÿ˜‰

  • Minako July 4, 2009, 5:08 am

    Hi… just happen to cross your site…

    Im planning to go to Tokyo or Hong Kong Disney this Christmas. Hoho and I found some stuffs from Hong Kong Disneyland here as well:
    disneycloth.cwahi.net

    I will definitely take tones of photos there!!!

  • The Microblogologist July 4, 2009, 7:18 pm

    In 22 years I have not completely lived down the tantrum I threw over that ride when my grandparents took me when I was 4. I have two little sisters close in age and one of the things my mother did to try and have us not fight over stuff as much was get things in our favorite colors when she could to make it obvious who owned which almost identical toy. Mine was yellow and so I had a ton of yellow toys. When going on the Dumbo ride I of course HAD to have the yellow one but another kid beat me to it. Apparently I made such a fuss that they let me have that elephant, and the kid in it was allegedly younger than I was. Grandpa loves to bring that up occasionally, I of course just roll my eyes and remind him I was only 4, lol!

  • Meeko Fabulous August 9, 2010, 9:38 pm

    Loved this! I think I'll do this for my trip to Walt Disney World in Florida! ๐Ÿ™‚